“This has nothing to do with the movie LOL” We all have our days, moments of total abandonment, times when it gets really overwhelming you just want to bare it all, it could be a song that triggered the lost feeling or you see something you used to enjoy and you just couldn’t help yourself,Continue reading “SUCKER PUNCH”


Who do you think you are? How do you step in here And tell me it shouldn’t hurt this much What do you know about pain? When have you ever felt like your life shattered into many pieces broken edges, scattered around you never to be made whole again Tell me, can you describe thisContinue reading “Don’t.”

Tonight, I cried.

Tonight I cried Free flowing nerve wrecking tears Of what I cry for I do not know nor do I care to find out Tonight I cried I willed myself to stop But I couldn’t find the willpower nor the sheer willingness to stop So I cried till I fell asleep And dreamt of fountainsContinue reading “Tonight, I cried.”

Life without you.

I know we said to let go but part of me still wake up  with a little hope that you might want us back I have always been the one to quell the fire but I know I’d be waiting a long time if I expect you to do anything about the pain we bothContinue reading “Life without you.”

I wish today…..

I wish today you would cast all your cares and burdens aside I wish today you would see the beauty that is life around you I wish today you would inhale the fresh air and appreciate the gift that is called healthy I wish today you would think about past glories, the journey so far,Continue reading “I wish today…..”


Me: Ugh! I need a break Mr X: No! you are just lazy, stop complaining and get working Says the person that doesn’t know the struggle.  It’s okay to take breaks, It’s okay to get some rehabilitation It only means you are human and sometimes, you just can’t go on Take a gap between jobsContinue reading “Break”


Have you ever wondered about how you got to a certain place/phase in your life, like what led to events that eventually shapes your life one way or the other. I am at that stage right now, this clueless phase with so many unanswered questions, the painful ache that comes from not having figured itContinue reading “Journey!”

Who ?

I haven’t been myself lately, I have been on a low, It is different this time, I might reach out for help MAYBE but It’s like everybody is on the same low, to each his own demon. We can’t help each other. All we do is quietly listen and compare making little exclaim “wow! mineContinue reading “Who ?”

It’s too late for you

There is no redemption here, you are lost, in this maze called life.   Everyone looks the same, Even the friendly eyes have monsters in them, hiding, stalling, quietly daring, waiting for you to slip.   The will to live is gradually fading away, light is out, all that’s left is darkness, shadows spiraling, whatContinue reading “It’s too late for you”


Unawares I am struggling, Trying to stay afloat,  My body can’t hold the wave, The current is too high,   My limbs are failing, Gasping for air,  a deep agonizing pain in my chest Do I keep fighting ?   My thought as the wave pulled me in wheeesh, the sound of my last breath  IsContinue reading “Apnea”