Today I woke up…..

Today I woke up happy, ready to face the world. Scrap that! Today I woke up with one thought in my head! Here we go again, I just wanted to lay in bed and be useless all day. I only got out of bed because I got bills to pay not because I look forwardContinue reading “Today I woke up…..”

ALIVE or alive…..

What exactly is living? How do you know if you are living life, Is that different from breathing, would you say being alive or perhaps feeling alive, do they really differ or are they all just semantics ? Today I woke up, I am breathing, I am alive but am I living and do IContinue reading “ALIVE or alive…..”

Phases can last forever…

I am a sad writer! is that a good thing? I shouldn’t have to be sad before I get the nagging urge to write but the other option would be to cry; I can’t do that, I am at work. I would like to curl up in one corner and cry till my eyes bulge;Continue reading “Phases can last forever…”

Don’t.

Who do you think you are? How do you step in here And tell me it shouldn’t hurt this much What do you know about pain? When have you ever felt like your life shattered into many pieces broken edges, scattered around you never to be made whole again Tell me, can you describe thisContinue reading “Don’t.”

Tonight, I cried.

Tonight I cried Free flowing nerve wrecking tears Of what I cry for I do not know nor do I care to find out Tonight I cried I willed myself to stop But I couldn’t find the willpower nor the sheer willingness to stop So I cried till I fell asleep And dreamt of fountainsContinue reading “Tonight, I cried.”

Life without you.

I know we said to let go but part of me still wake up  with a little hope that you might want us back I have always been the one to quell the fire but I know I’d be waiting a long time if I expect you to do anything about the pain we bothContinue reading “Life without you.”

Speak Life

It was  4:07PM on a sunny Thursday afternoon and this thought came to my head, how have I survived thus far!?  I have had my share of crazy days and the past few months have been nothing but eventful, I wish it were events I’d like to relive but it is quite the opposite. OneContinue reading “Speak Life”

Broken

We always knew this would happen It didn’t stop us from digging deeper anyway The odds were too much We couldn’t go against it It’s like the universe threw us at each other Only to rip us apart altogether Could we have fought harder? Well now we will never find out We are broken.

I wish today…..

I wish today you would cast all your cares and burdens aside I wish today you would see the beauty that is life around you I wish today you would inhale the fresh air and appreciate the gift that is called healthy I wish today you would think about past glories, the journey so far,Continue reading “I wish today…..”

26.

Some few weeks back, I celebrated my 26th birthday. “How does it feel to be close to 30? What has changed? What is this, what is that” These are some of the questions I was asked; to be very honest, I feel the same. Water has no color and blood is still red. There isContinue reading “26.”