Today I woke up…..

Today I woke up happy, ready to face the world. Scrap that! Today I woke up with one thought in my head! Here we go again, I just wanted to lay in bed and be useless all day. I only got out of bed because I got bills to pay not because I look forwardContinue reading “Today I woke up…..”

ALIVE or alive…..

What exactly is living? How do you know if you are living life, Is that different from breathing, would you say being alive or perhaps feeling alive, do they really differ or are they all just semantics ? Today I woke up, I am breathing, I am alive but am I living and do IContinue reading “ALIVE or alive…..”

Phases can last forever…

I am a sad writer! is that a good thing? I shouldn’t have to be sad before I get the nagging urge to write but the other option would be to cry; I can’t do that, I am at work. I would like to curl up in one corner and cry till my eyes bulge;Continue reading “Phases can last forever…”

Don’t.

Who do you think you are? How do you step in here And tell me it shouldn’t hurt this much What do you know about pain? When have you ever felt like your life shattered into many pieces broken edges, scattered around you never to be made whole again Tell me, can you describe thisContinue reading “Don’t.”

Tonight, I cried.

Tonight I cried Free flowing nerve wrecking tears Of what I cry for I do not know nor do I care to find out Tonight I cried I willed myself to stop But I couldn’t find the willpower nor the sheer willingness to stop So I cried till I fell asleep And dreamt of fountainsContinue reading “Tonight, I cried.”

Life without you.

I know we said to let go but part of me still wake up  with a little hope that you might want us back I have always been the one to quell the fire but I know I’d be waiting a long time if I expect you to do anything about the pain we bothContinue reading “Life without you.”

26.

Some few weeks back, I celebrated my 26th birthday. “How does it feel to be close to 30? What has changed? What is this, what is that” These are some of the questions I was asked; to be very honest, I feel the same. Water has no color and blood is still red. There isContinue reading “26.”

It’s too late for you

There is no redemption here, you are lost, in this maze called life.   Everyone looks the same, Even the friendly eyes have monsters in them, hiding, stalling, quietly daring, waiting for you to slip.   The will to live is gradually fading away, light is out, all that’s left is darkness, shadows spiraling, whatContinue reading “It’s too late for you”

Freedom of Expression Tag: Friendship

Many thanks to my talented friend Zeina writingwithanopenheart for the nomination. I appreciate this so much and I absolutely enjoyed writing on this topic. Much love  But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, All losses are restored and sorrows end~ William Shakespeare “How much do I mean to you”? she asked with a sparkContinue reading “Freedom of Expression Tag: Friendship”