I can’t hate you if I want,
I am not wired that way,
You don’t even make it easy.
I tell myself I should hate the sight of you,
But your smile is something I could never resist.
Ever since that cloudy evening,
I knew I was trapped.
I said I was done with you, I meant it
Or so I thought.
Your presence does something to my belly,
I am in great trouble.
I know I should hate you,
I can’t seem to,
Your voice a constant reminder of something,
I want to stop, I really do.
Give me a perfect and final reason to hate you,
because I find myself constantly forgiving you
and going back to the beginning.
Why do I find you so appealing?
Your smell, I can’t get rid of
Tantalizing to my nostrils
I want more.
Make me forget please,
The faint feel of your touch still lingers,
such a shame.
I know all you want from me is my body,
my mind doesn’t seem to care.
It’s a constant tug of war between my body and mind,
which is it, I can’t decide.
Does my body want you more or
Perhaps my heart yearns to be with you,
I try to convince myself I don’t care anymore
Maybe I do, maybe I don’t
Which is it, I can’t decide.
You got me messed up,
My words have failed me,
I wrote about letting go and moving on,
Whatever happened to that girl!?
Have you ever been in this state
Of total self-doubt?
It’s like a drug, I am addicted,
I need a rehab hence I collapse.
This is not safe for a healthy heart,
Have to steer clear,
Move away, never look back .
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
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