The struggle

I have been asked twice if I was okay this morning!

I am okay, thank you

“No you are not”, he replied

“This is not your usual face” (exact words he used)

I really don’t understand what that means

This has always been my face, yes

Prone to change with different hairstyle but

Still my round chubby face

Then I smiled, something I know how to do best

He said “ehn ehn that’s more like it”

I have natural sleepy/dull lids, thanks to my creator

A blessing/never a curse.

The everyday struggle to look alive or

Interested in what you are saying, its hard work you see

Hence the smile

I can’t smile all the time please but

I am okay, I really am



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