“This has nothing to do with the movie LOL”
We all have our days, moments of total abandonment, times when it gets really overwhelming you just want to bare it all, it could be a song that triggered the lost feeling or you see something you used to enjoy and you just couldn’t help yourself, It might even be a question of what might have been.
You start to reminisce, wanting to do things you’d rather not do or things you have talked yourself out of doing many times.
I just had mine and its not pretty. What do I blame this on?
I have always been about moving forward with life, sucker punch whatever comes my way because nothing is going to hold me down, this has always worked for me; putting things aside, not letting my emotions go overboard but the truth is, I still get sucked in; sometimes so deep it takes the whole of my day while I wallow in self pity and think about how my life might have turned out if I had done something differently. ugh! just a bunch of what if’s. It is so tiring and it never helps. Yes I have my days just like I said earlier but the most important thing is, I know it will happen like that sometimes and just like every other thing I have had to sucker punch back to where it came from, this is no exception. I have learned to WIN.
I will stop here today, duty calls and I am going through a new phase in life, I just started a new job, today makes it my 4th day and so far, it’s been okay. My role might be very challenging as I have heard from the employees I met at my new job.
Whatever happens along this new journey, I embrace and at the same time SUCKER PUNCH.
I will definitely write more on it as time goes on…..